expectations..

are you one of those people that set high standards for yourself or are you one of those people who rather just be happy?
I do want happiness but I fear disappointment. Not disappointing others but actually myself. Have you ever wonder what your full potential is or what you are able to do when you try your hardest? That is what I fear, not doing enough and being enough for myself. I can feel myself being still too selfish. I am not ready to share yet. I do not want to compensate my time or have to deal with someone else's obligations. I still want to be me and me alone. As the year comes to an end, my dreams of having a career grows stronger, my hope of making a "home" comes closer but my desire for a family is fainting.