I believe the saying goes "time flies when you are having fun," but a month of the real world is hardly fun. I wish work was more challenging or maybe I need to put in more effort. I do not remember the last time I was so bored.. I even almost fell asleep! And studying is not really studying at all.. motivation where are you?? I need a better method to achieve this goal. Aside from work and studying, I feel such relief or maybe the better word is freedom. It brings me back to that poem with the chains that I finally freed myself of and have found that home.
For the first time since high school graduation, I am no longer mad at them; after four years I can feel the words they have been saying. I believe there is a god(s) out there who knows what kind of person I am deep down inside. I know my values differ from the norm but in the end, it is my life and why should I not be happy? I always thought that no human being would understand but the truth has awaken a new me. Maybe I was too blind to see or maybe the teardrops in my heart have finally dried up. I can still hear those words ringing that brighten my day and our relationship for life.
Lol, what's so bad about getting paid to be bored? :P
ReplyDelete(sorry about not getting back to you earlier, things lead to other things that led to my forgetting)